today english paper.......
i sit so far away frm weiling...
no mood to do...
but it was quite easy la...
i think she is ignoring me in sch...
i'm like a stranger to her....
i am doing the IPW project until siao
and not even a 'hi' from her....
i guess its just my fate la....
she say i am special to her...
but i think her meaning of special = lower "standard" than normal frens...
haiz
cant blame her wad
i shouldnt have told her directly i lyk her...
then things may turn out differently.....
i'm so stupid...
mayb thats why she dun dare talk to me....
or mayb.....
no most likely is like tt la....
when she sms or msn sound so diff from sch.....
but dunno if EVERYTHING she say is the truth a not....
ppl say she flirt...
should i believe a not?
i dun wan to believe le....
mayb wad she say on sms or msn she also say to other ppl....
i'll never know....
just sad.....
haiz....
so much stress....
nobody to comfort me.....
she say she care....
but she doesnt show anything
at least i do....