oh my ***
weiling keep saying that she wan die...
that life is not meaningful blablabla.....
i veri scared that she do somethin wrong....
i hope nth happens to her....
i better keep a closer watch on wad she do....
i shouldnt have doubted her on wad she said at first....
i know now she doesnt trust wad i say......
i feel so angry at myself....
i care....
but she doesnt believe....
mayb i should start trusting her first before
expecting her to to trust me....
everything is i do....
everything is my fault....
but i dun mind