Haiz
monday is science paper.....
first time i so scared of science paper....
scared i get B onli....
haiz....
then math....
i die
die
die
die
die
die
die
die
die
die
...
sian......
at home do nothin but hmwk
weiling fone spoil....
i cant sms her liao....
wanted to call her and chat with her... but dun dare...
cos:
1) her mother very strict
2) i scared she dun wan talk wif me
3) Mayb dunno wad to say after i call
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i feel so useless
like that simple thing also cannot do
Edmund ask me to give in to her requests as often as possible
so i will
so good she ask other guys to follow her around sch....
nvr ask me...
nvm
i 'zi dong'
haha
means take initiative....
dunno whether she will hate me
or be more irritated if i do that....
but i have to try .... i must....
*9 days to my bday- - - YAY*